.. Romance in rains ?.... Romancing rains?

Once Sir Charlie Chaplin wrote ‘I cry in the rain so that no one can see me crying’.. It is quite a gloomy interpretation of rainy season. Somehow I elucidate this season as a season of elation. I have no argument supporting this .. just that whenever it rains.. and no matter now quiet or frustrated or angry or confused I may be, those water droplets bring an instant joy on my face. Somehow I connect this season width love theme!!!... Yes!!Yes!!.. Love theme.. the magic of cool breeze and soft drizzle on your face is source of contagious smile..

aur phir kehte haina.. khushi zaruri nahi kuch khass hone par ho.. bus kabhi kabhi simple si cheeze khushi chalka jaati hai.. jaise.. baarish.. phir bethe bethe dosto ke sath ghumne ka plan banjana.. garam garam pakode ke sath ek mast adrak wali chai.. phir barish ke paani mein chapchapna.. barish mein bheeg kar bimar padhna.. phir se garam garam chai aur pakode khaana.. aur agle din barish mein phir se nikal jaana..

.. and so you realise .. Sometimes.. somethings are just special... try sitting alone while it rains.. the silence gripping at one end.. and the captivating sound of falling drops enthralling you at one ends.. it will makes you close your eyes ,lift your head n stretch your hands out wide open- a sense of thanksgiving to the god for such a phenomenal gift-a soothing silence wrapped in tranquilizing music!! :-) ..

And yes.. Sometimes.. somethings are just special..

.. AT TIMES

Happiness, sadness, hatred, love, joy, excitement .. these are day to day expressions .. articulated, expressed and well talked about .. but what about those which are never mentioned but are there .. The little tits bits that completes your whole existence .. those that do not happen too frequently but are there .. at times

.. at times you are just happy without any reason .. at times its difficult to explain why are you randomly smiling .. at times you are just smiling .. at times you are not in a good mood but still you can see yourself smiling with all your heart .. at times there is a notion that today’s gonna be good and you choose to move with the flow .. at times you are intuitively happy .. at times you feel that happiness attracts happiness .. at times a small smile can make someone’s day brighter ..

.. at times you feel that nothing is on the track and you feel the battle is lost and then these beautiful events occur, that not only give the ray of hope but also trigger enthusiasm to carry on with the difficult walk of life .. at times you realize what you already knew .. Some relationships are special beyond words .. at times the only source of happiness is the strength of the bond you share with your family and friends .. only, at times, the things that are worth appreciating everyday are appreciated ..

.. at times its good to take out time for those who may not be special to you, but, for them you are .. at times making someone smile randomly makes you smile ..  at times you ponder over the thought ‘what I was doing to miss such beautiful moments of life’ .. at times you feel you are loved much more than you deserve and you feel like capturing the moment into a beautiful pic for forever ..

But .. at times its even hard to laugh it off .. at times it’s so difficult to even react .. at times you know why and yet it’s so difficult to accept .. at times you want to do certain things and yet you can’t .. at times you want to speak it aloud but those words simply never come out .. at times it’s just too difficult to give words to your thoughts .. and at those times it’s good that you remain silent ..

.. at times it’s so easy to say things you don’t mean to .. at times its easy to let people misunderstand you .. at times you can’t express what’s inside and it’s easy to fake it .. at times you don’t understand those very pl few who u did knew ..

.. at times you believe what you see .. at times you see what you believe .. sometimes you choose to ignore the obvious because you despise it and at other times you understand the not-so obvious because you are too attached .. at times words do not make sense but even silence is confusing ..

.. at times you have so much in your thoughts that no matter how hard you try you fail to arrange them so as to make any sense out of it .. at times you don’t even want them to be arranged .. at those times you realize the importance of following three words - IGNORANCE IS BLISS ..

.. at times you have the best of intentions and yet you end up disappointing yourself .. at times you hate yourself for your own choices and its too late to go back and make amendments .. at time you really can’t help few thing in life .. at times you mess up with your own priorities in life and u don’t even understand why .. at times you are so lost that u fail to notice d obvious .. at times it just too late to retrieve d old self .. at times ..

.. at times it difficult to recognise oneself .. at times world seems to be strange .. at times it too late to realize the transition and get back , and even more to get back to people who you lost in the way .. at times you may get lucky to see them along you .. at times you just see the 'known-strangers' along.. at times its hard to get the context .. at times it difficult to carry the mature you .. at times there is this need to be treated like child .. but at times you realize people will want to behave as they think you should without considering what u feel.. And sadly it makes sense too ..

.. at times there is too much going around that you choose to go with the flow no matter how high the tide and when it’s still you feel trapped ..

.. at times some memories are beautifully embedded into your heart .. at times you feel lucky to live through all such moments of joy, love and happiness ..

..at times you fell that all these happens more frequently them you think they actually do!

.. Finally, every time, story is that no matter what happens, in the end it’s all about accepting the way things that happen "at-times" ..

After all ..

World is a strange .. Brain is stranger... And heart the strangest!!